well, i just got back from Boston... that was by far, the worst thing ive ever had to do. i was crying like a woman in labor.... it was horrible. i didnt think i could make it through the first 5 minutes ( Read more... )

On April 27,1986 the most wonderful boy poped out ready to face the world. He never asked for anything too much, he allways helped out everyone even in his worst times. December 2002, this boys life turned around for the worst. Through the window at night into his bed. Rape is a horrible thing. Novar was diagnosed with AIDS January 7th,1999. ( Read more... )

well, first i would like to start off with a toast ( Read more... )

well... its like 8:42 and i am still waiting for Kristina to call. maybe her and Rachel wanted to do something without me. i never know anymore. i was really looking forward to tonight, but now, as i see myself sitting alone in my room typing up a journal entry online in a dim blue light.... i see, i have nothing to look forward to ( Read more... )

well, i think im an alcholic.... but im not sure. lol ( Read more... )

well, i could have gone to my lakehouse today, but something told me i should stay. i had a dream about an unexpected visitor last night. and something tells me im going to have day-ja-vu.... at least, i hope so.... anyways. i just cant get over how strange that dream was... it was like one of those dreams when you wake up and think... what did i ( Read more... )

wel, i woke up at 9 cause i coulndt breath ( Read more... )

and if anyone wants to go to my lakehouse with me for newyears. that would be fabulous. give me a call anytime of the day...
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Eaden

well, this vacation has been fun ( Read more... )

yeah. today i spent about 400 bucks. it was a lot of fun. its kind of making me feel like a rich snob.. is this bad? i found something elce to put in my book about my dad. its kinda funny. ill post it in here i guess... but first im going to tell you all about what happened today ( Read more... )