$42.73, an empty DeJa Blue bottle full of fags, and different color crosheying needles...

[die_teufelliebe]

well... its like 8:42 and i am still waiting for Kristina to call. maybe her and Rachel wanted to do something without me. i never know anymore. i was really looking forward to tonight, but now, as i see myself sitting alone in my room typing up a journal entry online in a dim blue light.... i see, i have nothing to look forward to

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im sorry...

[xokristixbearox]

Girl i am sooooo seriously sorry.... like really i love you ash you know that and i did call you that night to tell you i could not spend the night.... but still there is no excuse for me to do that on my part yes i fucked up, but sweety you dont ever tell me how you feel.. like i never know if your upset, its hard to tell whats going on inside your head, you have to open up to me and let me know things tell me if your pissed off at me you, like i would have never known you were upset with me when i called you friday night bc you did not express anything to me . But again i am so sorry and i will make it up to you big time im serious. when i read your entry i started to tear up im not full of bullshit right now im serios im sorry girl. wE ARE DEFINITLY HANGING OUT THIS WK .
OH YEA AND MY CELL PHONE IS TURNED BACK ON SO YOU CAN CALL WHENEVER
LOVE YOU
KRISTINA