Drama follow up and thoughts on language while high

[dibsditch]

Took these passages from a letter to a good friend

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[carerica]

don't think you're the only one who remembers; rather, you're the one with el chico.

[dibsditch]

Beginning to believe this too although
Erica
fellow gringa/his roommate
told me
he told her
same.

Oh well. I've got my toes on the ground now, at least, appreciating being in crush, acknowledging that my hormones may still be in the Mid-Atlantic region (spring!), working on improving relationship and sex life, secretly contemplating what doings with a polyamorous person (M) might be like, trying to focus on me.

Possibly waiting for the first shoe to drop. Trying not to wait for anything.