i'm feeling very dramatic and unloved today. i'm just going to sit here and mope!

hey there friends. i just want to say thank you for all of you who have been so great to me this week. i know i've been all over the board as far as emotions go, and i know thats always tricky to deal with. its always nice to see just how much everyone cares for you, even when you are reminded through shitty times. i always knew (and know) that you ( Read more... )

hey everyone, i'm bored. here is my current dilema ( Read more... )

survey nonsense

( if the vcs a rockin )

well with much hesitation, i'm finally getting into the swing of school. its my second wednesday. i still think that my soc. classes are going to kick my ass but i've chosen my research paper topics and i have to start doing them soon, and just having a topic makes me feel organized. i'm being really productive with my planner, this also makes me ( Read more... )

holy mother, ben kweller rocked my socks all over the place. the concert was fun, the first band sucked my balls, the sam roberts band was quite good. there was this creepy guy next to us, who did some crazy crazy dancing, we went back and forth between laughing and being scared for our saftey. there was entirely toooo much standing. it was a ( Read more... )

so today was the first day of classes. i don't think i'm going to like this quarter. i am coming into it pretty regretfully because i had such an amazing summer. i seriously had so much fun this summer. i love those freaking parking office kids so much. i really did miss seeing my cashmere friends though, i just wish that everyone lived in the same ( Read more... )

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well since boys are not my favorite people in the world right now, ok one boy, i've decided to start running with some regularity. hopefully i can keep it up since the light is starting to escape in the night time. if not running, a work out tape or just an intense dance party in my room ( Read more... )

i feel funky today.

i don't like the feeling of "kinda" "sort" "maybe" "back-handed" rejection. its frustrating and i don't like feeling like i'm not good enough. because i am, i'm better than good enough. it just really hurts that i don't know if anyone (ok someone in particular) feels that way. why can't i mind read, why?