eh its ok i guess
well with much hesitation, i'm finally getting into the swing of school. its my second wednesday. i still think that my soc. classes are going to kick my ass but i've chosen my research paper topics and i have to start doing them soon, and just having a topic makes me feel organized. i'm being really productive with my planner, this also makes me feel organized. i like to micro-manage my life. i like to have every second written down, even if its after the fact. but i do love spontaneous things at the same time. i'm just a walking contradiction. green day? my big long breaks in between classes are stupid and they are making my ipod go dead everyday haha. too much listening, if there is such a thing. ALSO, i think the bus drivers try to make people fall down. whenever i get on the bus its already packed with people going to school, so pretty much everyday i have to stand, which i'm fine with. until the driver slams on the breaks, turns all jerky and then slams on the breaks again so that i go sailing into someones lap. its rather uncomfortable and a little too intimate. me and a stranger bitched about it on the way today. it was kinda nice. i'm finally starting to fall into the groove with my comm partner. i no longer feel like she is trying to be better than me, now i just feel like shes helping me. so thats also nice.
work is work. i miss it a bit. i only am in there for like 16 hours a week as opposed to 40, so its kinda sad not getting to see everyone all day. i went out to dinner with some work people though last night for gaby's birthday, that was fun.
the boy situation is also good. i feel like i ask everyone i come in contact with their opinion on the situation, what THIS means, or THAT means, and whatever. so i apologize to those whom i seem to only talk about him to. i know its probably annoying. i've never had a boy situation before though, so its all pretty fun and new. i don't want to jinx myself though, its officially nothing still.
project runway is on tonight. this excites me. then greys anatomy tomorrow, which i hope between dinner plans and margaritas afterwards i don't miss it. yikes, i would be a sad sad camper if i missed it. chelsea won't even be here to tape it! holy crap, i think she would murder me.
i'm gonna go paint my nails i think.
work is work. i miss it a bit. i only am in there for like 16 hours a week as opposed to 40, so its kinda sad not getting to see everyone all day. i went out to dinner with some work people though last night for gaby's birthday, that was fun.
the boy situation is also good. i feel like i ask everyone i come in contact with their opinion on the situation, what THIS means, or THAT means, and whatever. so i apologize to those whom i seem to only talk about him to. i know its probably annoying. i've never had a boy situation before though, so its all pretty fun and new. i don't want to jinx myself though, its officially nothing still.
project runway is on tonight. this excites me. then greys anatomy tomorrow, which i hope between dinner plans and margaritas afterwards i don't miss it. yikes, i would be a sad sad camper if i missed it. chelsea won't even be here to tape it! holy crap, i think she would murder me.
i'm gonna go paint my nails i think.