There is this girl on my tuesday ride that is the spotting image of michelle. spot on. creepy.

I miss my pancakes more than anything in this world.

and.

nathalie. she's too far up crazy lane. farther than I. She's hot and cold. Then nowhere. I'm coming home. fuck this shit.


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To be honest I've been off the whole alcohol wagon for a while. I call it my $500 mistake which was my birthday. I still want to gag whenever I have hard liquor. I'll still drink beer, but I'm not totally into getting shit faced. drugs are still appealing, maybe i'll get to the wall where everyone seems to be hitting right about now ( Read more... )

I've fallen back in that nasty habit of sleeping in and being very apathetic. Despite trying to keep busy and doing tons of garbage. I really don't know what to do. Hopefully this will all subside before/after I know what my fate at Cal Poly is. I hate being in this state of limbo that they have me in and I really hope after almost 3 months of ( Read more... )

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she told me to unglue myself. there are two things tearing me apart. If I only unglue myself I will become better.

God I hate it. I hate it all. I hate this. My decline in the rankings has me delving more and more into a vacant future that I will despise and regret.

Dust it all off. I should have never come back.

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I am a villain.

I hurt her. Told her she was boring, annoying, and that it was never mutual. I crushed her.

However, it was never going to be real anyways.

McKinley & Vernon. McKinley & Vernon ( Read more... )

I retract the statement about wanting to get back with one of my ex's. Yeah, don't want to do that. I'm currently getting bored of my current venture and seeing how long I hold on at her expense, hopefully she'll end it before I move on without telling her ( Read more... )

She called me guicho.
She called me guichisito.

Does infidelity count if your mother encourages it?


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