[sorry i haven't been around much. i've been lookin' for a place to live. my mom is giving me about a month. i just got my drivers license and im workin on a car so i should be set in a month if i can get a place to live. so if you don't hear from me for a while, that's why.]

if i could reach the stars,
i'd give them to youI've been thinking. A lot. About everything, but mostly about Jers. I want to give her my heart, I do. But there's still a slight problem. I have a problem. My heart is still in love with booze. I'm trying to give it up, I really am. Jersey deserves all of my heart, and I want to give it to her ( Read more... )

Amanda informed me that I should not drink at all, which is probably true. She always takes care of me. I appriciate it, muchly.

I'll be jetting off soon to go with Jersey and Elijah and some others on some sort of vacation.

I'm not in much of an update mood, I'm kind of tired. I've been thinking a lot today.

***<3333 loves to my baby.

Last nite was fun. Jers and I had a few coctails and ended up falling asleep somewhere that was not a bed. I have yet to tell her the extent of my previous problem, alcohol abuse. However, last nite, I controlled myself and didn't have too many coctails. She had a headache, so I'm glad I was there to offer some greasy food to help ( Read more... )

*Sigh* Today, I woke up in the one of the best moods of my life.

I'm incredibly scared. I know that I love her, but I'm scared because I've been hurt before. I know that she will do anything to keep me happy. I just have a little part of me who doesn't want to do this, not put my heart out there. But, we've gone this far and I've enjoyed every ( Read more... )

I'm home. I had so much fun being with her, loving her, learning things about her, holding her, and so forth. I just loved being with her ( Read more... )

As announced, i'm in Vancouver with Jersey, my parents, my sister and occasionally my brother. Things are great. Everything is great. I'm really glad Jers is here with me. I'm getting to know and love her more by the minute. Everyone else seems to like her too. That's great. Not that i had expected otherwise ( Read more... )

I bought this for jersey:
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[I won't be here for two weeks, I'm going on vacation. I leave tomarrow (5th) and come back on the 18th. So I just wanted to let you all know so that you don't think "Dev" left again. Yah.Wish me luck.]

I need to talk to Jers.

Apparantly, I'm not hot like Joe McIntyre. Damn him. JK, he is pretty hot.

Wonderful, Lila is back. *gets all excited* She was my best friend last summer, minus Amanda.

Hm..what else is there? Jersey made me cool backgrounds, but I don't know the code to put them on and be cool like everyone else. Hm. Yah.

WEll, I'm out