Words have been such a struggle for me lately. I feel like everything I say comes out wrong, but on long summer nights like tonight, I remember how much I miss writing and how comforting it can be. For some reason it seemed weird to be pouring out some of my most personal thoughts and problems on the internet with a bunch of strangers reading them ( Read more... )

you know that feeling when you just want to leave and run away, get away from everything, because you don't feel like you can face it anymore. that is how I feel right now. maybe it's this place, the so-called "sunshine state" where it rains every day and it's gray and overcast. I just want to leave, sometimes I think there is nothing here for me. ( Read more... )

My 9:30 class was canceled today and now I have an extra hour to do something and I find myself here in the school library typing out my thoughts. I have to say I am so glad that my class was canceled because I missed my bus this morning and I would have been 20 minutes late to class which would have royally pissed off my professor. So sometimes ( Read more... )

I have decided that I am done with the misery party. Being negative all the time is not cool. Sorry that I have been so lame lately. But it's back to being me... at least as much of me as I can be ( Read more... )

I have decided that the fact that I put too much faith in people will be my downfall. Therefore I should just remember a few simple things next time I decide to depend on people ( Read more... )

You know those moments in your life, the ones that define you, the ones that make you are? In those moments, no matter how big or small the event is that triggers them you know exactly who you are and what you stand for and believe in. I wish that I could have one of those moments right now so I could feel certain of who I am and what I stand for. ( Read more... )

I promised the dolls known as Katie from Boston and my bff Gen that I would start writing in this again. I really do miss it. It's a cool thing to be able to look back on your life and see exactly what you were up to and what you were thinking.I hope that everyone is having a fabulous time in their lives.Here is a little bit of what I have been up ( Read more... )

First of all, I would like to thank Lacy (heresmyxsong) for my amazing new journal look. I love it... thank youuuu ( Read more... )

Heyyy Guys! Sorry for the lack of updates...as you know I am horrible about updating in my good ol' lj. Butttt.... I would like to write to say that at this time TOMMOROW I will be in TULSA, OKLAHOMA to see HANSON!!!! The Tolcher show was amazing as always ( Read more... )

"No more pencils, no more books, no more teacher's dirty looks"... YAY.... I'm officially done for the summer. :). I dunno what I got what but grades will be posted soon. I dunno about y'all but that felt like one of the longest semesters of my life.But I hope everyone is done as well and ready to have an amazing summer!! Yeahhhh ( Read more... )