..I just wish someone would give a shit. ....

Is it just that I expect too much, or am I too understanding ( Read more... )

Could my life resemble a 3-D illusionistic photograph?
If I blur my vision and view it from a different angle, would it make more sense to me?
Would I find the hidden meaning behind all the clutter that disguises itself as part of the big picture?

I'm not sure it will ever be that simple. 
It's all too complicated for me to handle. Perhaps I should ( Read more... )

Welcome to Bass Lake...
It's just a short drive away....well, not really...


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a month ago,  i write on the sheet at my work "I need the 25th off". 
This is not a "want". It is a "need".
I need to go to pride, to escape my job, to see my friends.
Clearly, i do not get the 25th off.

i am so frustrated with my job right now.
I've applied to seven other places. I'll take anything to leave my current employment.
i mean, anything.I even ( Read more... )

Following the entry of st.paddy's joy, I felt really empty. My whole body was a hollow shell, devoid of emotion. Inadequate. this is so inadequate, so pathetic a description it mirrors my own feelings of worthlessness. Or does it justify them?What i'm trying to say seems unattainable, as if the perfect description of my current state were an object ( Read more... )

...My dad brought me Miso soup. There was no reason. He just thought I'd enjoy it...

*shifty eyes*

I think he's on to me. Who has he been speaking to?

i'm not sure i'll be able to have the soup though. It makes me think of...... ......

..... ... ..... .....-you know-...... .. ... ....

At my cousin Janet's sixteenth birthday, my grandfather asked if I could change my last name so no one would know we are related.

It works both ways, Conservative bastard.

it took so long to get around to doing this. I'm such a procrastinator. I'm supposed to be writing an essay right now. I think i'll put it off for a few days.

Queer night was exciting. Drinking and dancing, though not enough of both. I was constantly being dragged outside for smokes, by people i knew, and people i didn't.

I'm still mourning the ( Read more... )

I suspect i may have been one of the people not expected to complete the quizzage. If I wasn't, then Muah! Defiance. If i was, then yay!. A Distraction ( Read more... )