It's amazing how much you can miss a person on a daily basis. I don't think there's minute that passes without thinking about her.

My Mom passed away this afternoon. This is by far the hardest thing I've experienced.

They're giving her 24 hours.
I'm not ready for this.

How can the cancer be back? It's really hard for me to understand how this is in God's plan.

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My Mom's cancer has returned. The worst case scenario is now the only option, surgery. They will have to go in through part of her jaw and take a piece out. As well as her tongue and lymphnodes.
I never thought I would see my Mother have cancer 4 times. 4 fucking times.

Thank goodness... we got enough cash for Christmas to buy the camera I'm DYING to have! Duane ordered it las night and it's on it's way!

PS. We haven't had our own camera since I left it in the rental car in Miami on our honeymoon!

I think this picture explains us so much.


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My Mom gave me the family hope chest tonight. It was given to my grandmother when she was a teenager, and is over 70 years old. I hope my Mom knows that it was one of the most precious gifts I've ever recieved.

I am so blessed and thankful my Mom is well. She truely is one of my best friends.

I love my life.
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