holy fuck its been a long time since i last updated this shit (not like anyone reads it) buut uhm lets see, quick update ( Read more... )

im 18 now

woohoo!

is it just really too much to ask for to happy? Have i been that bad of a person!?

I feel good, i dont know why ( Read more... )

Deaf Blind and Dumb

thats me

i dont know what im doing, i feel like im just living to see tomorow, and i feel so apithertic about my futer. fuck.

Thinking Of Everthingf and Nothing all at once makes my head hurt, and stresses me out just little ( Read more... )

friday Diego Jessika, Yara and the rest) went to tj pretty fun until diego got into a little miss hap with the cops hahaha but other then that really good time haha. that was the first time i ever went to a restraunt and was able to order beer with my meal (even though it was only tacos) like it was a first none the less haha. Sunday i woerked at ( Read more... )

lets see ummmmm ( Read more... )

happyness has come and gone so here i am spending another lonley night with me and a drink, it almost feels like a bad habit, but about now i dont care. but i feel as though i may not be far away from feeling good again, may be a week or 2 maybe a beer or two, who knows

hmmmm things are going very swimmingly, very swimmingly indeed. uuuuuh nothing really new my life is kinda boring. but all and all shit is alright cant complain :D