This Year Is My Downfall

[derranged]

*Sigh* I haven't written anything in a few months, ever since Sashay passed away it would seem. Life has been full of ups and downs, mostly downs but... meh. This entire year has been generally horrendous to be honest, mostly due to one single event, lol. But it wasn't with Sashay

Comments

[pacificpikachu]

It's very sad that your friend did that to you. That said, people sometimes do weird things when they're newly in a relationship--including neglecting their best friends. It's not fair, but I've seen it happen multiple times. I don't know if the relationship will be repaired, but it could be that in a year or two when the relationship is no longer so new (or if they break up), she may come back to you and apologize for what she did. Whether you can forgive her or not is up to you, but I just have a feeling that might happen.

I think it's a good idea to write her another e-mail. Try to phrase it based around YOUR feelings, not blaming her (i.e., say, "It makes me feel heartbroken that I don't see you any more," versus "You don't make any effort in our friendship.") You can take your time on it if you'd like, but I think it's better to express yourself than keep all those negative feelings bottled up inside of you.

I hope you feel better soon. ;___;