Summer of love? Count me out. Honestly i dont think i can love a relationship anymore. Where are all my friends?

ha i love learning about peoples personalities. ESPECIALLY when you learn how much of a fucking bastard bitch they are. 1st off i want to say i have never been called a bitch so much in my ENTIRE life until i met this person. I have never been beaten so low and slapped in the face with all the mood swings and awful negative things this person has ( Read more... )

We might kiss when we are alone ( Read more... )

life is moving fast, but not fast enough. Another 3 months and i will be graduating from school . Another month and i will be sitting fat down in houston with my gf who i miss tremendously. Yea i got a new car, 03 jetta gls. I will post pics later. Work sucks sometimes but i am doing my best at dealing with it. I cant wait for sacramento, i cant ( Read more... )

I AM SO FUCKING BORED!!!

Get this. I am so unmotivated today! I have to write a simple 2 page paper on Anorexia, and all i have been doing for the last hour is sitting on Myspace fucking around.. Well atleast i have the cover page done. Another thing, Franz Ferdinand gets on my nerves. Okay im done with writing on here. bye.

so today...i went and donated blood... a pint to be exact. And well i finished giving a pint and then i had a reaction...which means i sat there got all dizzy sweated then threw up in front of about 10 ppl.. Not to mention as i was throwing up they threw coffee grounds on me.. Its a wonderful feeling going to work smelling like coffee grounds and ( Read more... )

BLAH BLAH BLAH...

I think my life is starting to..well my mind is starting to, well...i dont know. i would say settle but that's an awful thought. Everything could be falling into place. Its an okay feeling, until the next whirlwind of mischief.

me feet are cold, this house is cold and all i want to do is smoke 33 cigs at once... hmmm

I watched the most depressing movie..Hotel Rwanda. Makes me want to shoot myself knowing that shit actually happens everyday.

That is all.

F.U.!!!

so i am sort of fed up with life right. its taking all the wrong turns and causing me severe anxiety and anger..what a combination! first off..i hate money. i hate student loans. i hate this state, i want to move oh so badly. Maybe this is wishful thinking, but for once could something just go right the first time ( Read more... )