With the New Year upon us and already here I feel stuck in a limbo. Metaphorically speaking of course, I feel like I am stuck waiting before moving on to the next stage in my life. The house has been purchased and the first mortgage payment has posted. It is a feeling of accomplishment to be able to share this with my roommate and best friend ( Read more... )

I'm firmly convinced that outer change cannot be seen or felt without inner change happening first.  Some need more inner work than others, but I believe it happens for all.  Without the will and resolve to make changes in your outer being.  And it is always nice to see those outer changes reflected.  Especially when someone comments on it.  "You ( Read more... )

I am often astounded by the amount of cute and available guys that are out in the world and found on online dating sites. When you think of these sites you think of old men or people looking to just hook up. When seeing these guys I am often left to wonder why they are on these sites ( Read more... )

I have a theory, that if I wasted less time on wondering what people thought of me, I'd be a happier person. I wouldn't be so concerned with outside influences or letting others influence me. I don't like being a Lemming/sheep and just following along. So why to I feel content in the knowledge that I seem to be doing that more and more ( Read more... )

I often wonder why I am surprised when I introduce people to anyone in my circle of friends or to my sister, they invariably end up being better friends with each other than with me ( Read more... )

I feel very accomplished ( Read more... )

I think I might start updating this on a regular basis. WEIRD!

So this update is long overdue, but I don't really feel like doing a massive update. I'm going to just post snippets and if you want further information you can comment ( Read more... )

Happy freaking birthday to me!

My grandma passed away last night.

I know my dad and grandpa were there to help her when she crossed over though.

I'm going to see if I can take some days of work and go to the funeral and services.