Heart beating like a tall tale stereotype ( Read more... )

Every inhale leads to the rotting of my life ( Read more... )

With my hands on your hips ( Read more... )

I woke up this morning looking forward to today. I should have seen the disapointment coming. The first thing my mom said was that I need to go downtown and get my social security card. Not hello, not good morning, GO GET YOUR SOCIAL SECURITY CARD. I tried to ignore it...but I guess today isnt my day. I dont think anyone gets that I dont know what ( Read more... )

If I could some up how I feel right now....it would be...completely angry. beyond pissed, I dont know I just wanna fucking kill something. I get my first chance at a job and I blow it. Because I told my mom I needed my SS card too late...and it wouldnt have even mattered cuz she told me where she kept it...which was wrong because I ended up ( Read more... )

All I really needed was my social security card. Which is probly a very important thing to have at this point in time...except apparently my mother misplaced it. Which means I walk into my first job, my first oppritunity to make a small living, without what the fucking told me to bring in. I'm so fucking pissed off right now. Mostly just at myself ( Read more... )

You can never spend too much time alone ( Read more... )

Mia I love you :D

I wasn't in to good a mood today. Im still really pissed off about how things are turning out with a former friend of mine. ive been feeling kinda dead. I need to get over it cuz its just making me feel like shit.

Today I fell apart. I got angry at myself because I couldnt pick up my guitar and actually play anything worth hearing. I realised I have no real rhythem and I dont have any fucking talent. I was never meant to be a guitarist. Then i realised how much I cant think anymore. I feel so fuckign boring to myself I cant even imagine what other people ( Read more... )