Some people just ain't cut out for life; I may be one of them
I feel like shit today. It was all I could do to get out of fucking bed and smile maybe twice all day. I just feel so sad, crappy, out of whack, hopeless. I've been having thoughts of self-harming again. But I refuse to act on it.
In this brave new world, Orwellian double-speak reigns. Freedom in slavery, bondage is liberation, loving games of hate, feminist beating of women, etc. Earnestness, justice, gentleness, kindness, sameness, ethics, politics, freedom as freedom, love as love in sex get mocked.
I've been banned from
feminist_sex, for being self-congratulatory and proud of my sexuality. I like how people felt free to lampoon me--in
feministwas bad enough, but
stupid_free(http://community.livejournal.com/stupid_free/744968.html) takes the fucking cake. Now I know to keep my fucking mouth shut and not ask questions, tell opinions, be earnest and honest in my speech in the hopes everyone will behave honourably with what they hear. Good job, folks.
friends only, for damn good reasons.
In this brave new world, Orwellian double-speak reigns. Freedom in slavery, bondage is liberation, loving games of hate, feminist beating of women, etc. Earnestness, justice, gentleness, kindness, sameness, ethics, politics, freedom as freedom, love as love in sex get mocked.
I've been banned from
feminist_sex, for being self-congratulatory and proud of my sexuality. I like how people felt free to lampoon me--in
feministwas bad enough, but
stupid_free(http://community.livejournal.com/stupid_free/744968.html) takes the fucking cake. Now I know to keep my fucking mouth shut and not ask questions, tell opinions, be earnest and honest in my speech in the hopes everyone will behave honourably with what they hear. Good job, folks.
friends only, for damn good reasons.