I talked to Caroline. She didn't seem upset with me, and didn't seem to believe me when I told her she was prettier and more interesting than me. I'm glad. She was worried that I'd be really upset. I'm not, actually, at least not about her and Andrew. Jealous is kind of the right word, but I don't really have feelings for him anymore, at least not ( Read more... )

How am I supposed to talk to anyone when I don't trust anyone enough to tell them what's going on?

I feel alone. I know that doesn't make sense, since I'm so social and I have all these friends, but I do ( Read more... )

So I'd actually like to try to keep this up ( Read more... )

I'm sick of hearing about how much Mark and Laura love each other.

I'm sick of worrying.

I think I'm going to drop the honors thing for Tuck, I can't handle it.

Josh is going on a blind date and that depresses me for some reason.

I'm sick of being fat. Not as easy to change as you might think.

*Sigh* I'm fucking done..

I'd be a hell of a lot fatter than I am ( Read more... )

I'm very stressed about stuff at home. Feeling better than I was, because last night was fun (even if I was with Niky... OY. She's getting on my nerves big time, it's bad. Margit is too... she was singing last night and I almost punched her... very very hard). 21 was really good, and it was fun to hang out with Josh and Kyle Lampe, even changing ( Read more... )

Well first the good news: I GOT MY SINGLE!! I'll be living in Greenough 107, right on my floor, YESSSSS!!! Down the hall from Niky and possibly right under Margit... not so great but oh well. WHO CARES I GOT A SINGLE ( Read more... )

I'm going to punch Niky if she talks one more fucking time about her family's money problems. Your parents are both employed, you have a car that runs, but you say you can't buy ink for your printer because of credit card debt that you say is from going out with me and Tuyet? Boo fucking hoo. I don't have a car, or a working printer, and you're the ( Read more... )

I haven't updated much since the summer before senior year of high school. Now I'm a sophomore in college. I've made mistakes (Taykun), had a boyfriend, had that boyfriend break up with me, decided I didn't like drinking, changed my major, worried about the future... so many things that I don't even know. Everything that worried me back when I used ( Read more... )