--I'm tired of being everyone's pier of strength. It's not fair for me to be the "strong" and reliable one all the time. I played that shit enough with my family and look where it got me. I'm not going to put up with it anymore.
peir of stregnth?metal_monkeyApril 16 2002, 07:06:05 UTC
sorry to say this... i don't mean to hurt you feelings.
hell, you seem to hate me most of the time.
i wont talk to you cause you don't seem to care.
you give off vibes like you wish i would just leave you alone so i've tried to.
jessy is the only one i can talk to anymore.
her and nick, who i've never met,so.....
if anything i make sure not to lean on you at all!
well i love you but had to say this.
(and i'm not trying to bash your lj freedom of speech)
(i'm also not in a very good mood)
Re: peir of stregnth?demonfireApril 17 2002, 14:52:24 UTC
--What the hell? That's fucking bull shit, I don't care? Maybe the reason I seem like that is because I don't know what the hell is going on. A lot of the time you'll be all depressed and shit and you won't fucking tell anyone why. Am I supposed to stop living my life just because you want to go around acting like a melodramatic bitch? I'm sorry, but I've got a hell of a lot more to worry about than someone who's going to act all pissed off about something and then not tell anyone why. "You won't lean on me at all" You've NEVER leaned on me, not for the things that are important. You'll sling your emotional baggage onto my shoulders but that's all, you expect me to fucking know the situation behind it. Well fuck that, I'm not a god damned psychic and if you're not going to talk to me about the things that piss you off/ make you happy/ make you sad mad or fucked up then I AM GOING TO LEAVE YOU ALONE. And I think you'll find that so will the rest of the world.
1st maybe the reson why i never tell you about my shit is cause you never ask! ever think about that? i'm not expecting you to be a psychic, if you wanna know what's up ASK FOR A CHANGE.
2nd throw my emotional baggage on you!! i don't do that! i make sure not to cause i know you don't give a fuck! maybe you should pay attention more often and notice that i never talk to you about stuff and THAT is the reson why! so i wont put pressure on you that you don't need
3rd i'm not going to put on a mask just so i don't piss you off! just cause i'm feeling like shit doesn't mean i'm gonna act happy just so you don't notice or don't have to notice.
4th have you ever thought about the fact that you dissing me every chance you get may be a reson i don't talk to you? you may be jokeing but if someone tells you something for long enough you start to belive it!
ask jessy, if you really wanna talk to me or have me talk to you then dont tell me you hate me every five minutes.
look i still love you but all this needs to be said.
Re: holy fuck!demonfireApril 17 2002, 16:04:39 UTC
1)When's the last time I told you I hated you, it certainly wasn't 5 minutes go, which means I don't tell you I hate you every five minutes. In fact, I can't even remember the last time i told you I hated you. I can't even remember the last time I said anything BAD about you
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hell, you seem to hate me most of the time.
i wont talk to you cause you don't seem to care.
you give off vibes like you wish i would just leave you alone so i've tried to.
jessy is the only one i can talk to anymore.
her and nick, who i've never met,so.....
if anything i make sure not to lean on you at all!
well i love you but had to say this.
(and i'm not trying to bash your lj freedom of speech)
(i'm also not in a very good mood)
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2nd throw my emotional baggage on you!! i don't do that! i make sure not to cause i know you don't give a fuck! maybe you should pay attention more often and notice that i never talk to you about stuff and THAT is the reson why! so i wont put pressure on you that you don't need
3rd i'm not going to put on a mask just so i don't piss you off! just cause i'm feeling like shit doesn't mean i'm gonna act happy just so you don't notice or don't have to notice.
4th have you ever thought about the fact that you dissing me every chance you get may be a reson i don't talk to you? you may be jokeing but if someone tells you something for long enough you start to belive it!
ask jessy, if you really wanna talk to me or have me talk to you then dont tell me you hate me every five minutes.
look i still love you but all this needs to be said.
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