You're broken, so am I (2/?) NC-17

[demondean]

Title: You're broken, so am I 2/?
Pairing: Demon!Dean/Sam, Demon!Dean/Alistair

Raiting: NC-17
Warnings: AU, post apocalypse fic, dark themes, Sam is 16, Dean is 20, stripper!sam, demon!dean, mentions of previous torture and abuse, dubious!con (Dean/Alistair), bottom!dean, rimming
Disclaimer: I do not own the boys, I just took them out to play.

Comments

[julorean]

Very cool new chapter! The Dean/Alastair thing is so delightfully fucked up. But I see the meeting with Sam brought up memories for both of them. And I love that Lucifer himself helped raise Dean (is he the Father mentioned? Awesome). This is great, I wonder what'll happen next between Dean and Sam?

[demondean]

I'm so glad you liked it! I actually doubted long before writing Dean/Alistair as it is you know. Very off the wall. But I also felt I needed this to be in here cause this is what's Dean's life is like and there is no point in making it nicer or more eatable. :)
OMG! You mentioned! Yes -- Lucifer is the one Dean refers to as Father. We will learn more about Dean's life and his demonic "family" in next chapters.
Dean/Sam? Guess we'll just have wait and see when my muse is feeling like writing again to find that out.;)

[julorean]

Heh, if Lucifer's his dad, does that make Dean the Antichrist? Either way, seeing more of the demons oughta be interesting.

[demondean]

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[hydraheiress]

I pointedly ignored the Alastair/Dean parts. Sorry hun, too shaken up still, couldn't afford getting a panic attack.

Oh but gosh, I just love the Sam/Dean scene. Poor Sammy! And oh crap, so that was it. Dean got kidnapped. Damn! Oooh, I'm seriously looking forward to more.

*burns Alastair* Take that you bitch. LOL! *hides under a rock*

[demondean]

Naah, that's alright --I'm very aware that it is pairing that floats only very few boats. :)

Well Alistair is certainly creepy but then again all Demons are. Bare in mind that Dean is a demon also and thou he might be kind to Sam he has his job and life that are not too fluffy and Alistair is also part of that life.

[demondean]

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[shang_yiet]

So glad your muse is back! I love how unafraid Sam was of Dean. Alistair/Dean is a delicious appetizer to what I hope will be the main course. Can I ask, will it be bottom!Sam or bottom!Dean? I prefer the former, actually. Anyway, this story has me hooked and I can't wait for more! Thanks.

[demondean]

The muse is back as long as I have the cookies and time to feed the monster. ;) OOh... You actually liked my Dean/Alistair *fails* Your feedback makes me so happy. :)
I'm still not very sure a bout the future but I think well have boys in both of the situations as they first have to find the right dynamics to their relationship. Later on... You'll see. ;)

[demondean]

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[hxq52green]

I pointedly ignored the Alastair/Dean parts too.It's breaking my heart. I really like Dean.So I can't stand he's hurt. But you did really a beautiful and great job ,I have to see.Please be good to him. Waiting for your update.

[demondean]

That's okay. I know it is really dark stuff and that all readers don't digest it and I fully understand it. I'm so glad you like my Demon!Dean :). I'll try to be good to him but my muse usually comes up with this terrible stuff and forces me to hurt him. At least he'll have Sammy to comfort him some later on. ;)
Updates are always on the work and thanks for leaving me feedback, it really makes me feel more creative and happy. :)

[demondean]

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[sam_dean_lover]

excellent, very cool story

[demondean]

I'm very flattered you liked it! :)

[demondean]

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