why do i get so attached when i know somethings not gonna last? i pretty much gave up ever hoping for a guy to like me and as soon as i do that i find someone. and he uses me. wtf is up with that. i freaking hate people like that. i knew it wasnt gonna last. me and brittany discussed every possible angle of it. and i KNEW. thats what makes me mad. ( Read more... )

ugh. my sister tried to commit suicide on sunday. 17 sleeping pills. stupid.

havent written in a long time. not much to talk about. arg. so bored. no even freaking reads hits! why the heck do i bother.... screw this.

yeah. a journal thing. xanga is ssooooo much better! easier to handle and maintain. if you wanna go to my xanga account, heres the url ( Read more... )