I couldn't find a song that reflected my thoughts... so I made one up.

[delta_orange]

I take a deep breath
And stifle a tear
I can't really be sure why

Somedays it feels like I am the luckiest girl in the world. And then other days the same things that make me lucky make me sad. If my reality is so prone to perception then there is no REALNESS to it.

God I am so consumed by this dark side of me. All I can think about it is my absolute

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[hot_sand_burns]

I don't know what this is about (and thus expect some explanation soon!.. I have internet access here!), but I hope it's not what I think it is about. It better not be. If it is. I have some ass kicking to do. ♥ [SmileLikeThis=)]!

[delta_orange]

well the thing is i wrote you a whole long snail mail about it.. and that was like IN THE MOMENT of it all.. so i dont wanna spoil it by telling you!!!
but i think you get the gist of it? dont you?

[hot_sand_burns]

Yeah I suppose I do get the gist of it...
Snail mail is good. Always. And hopefully it would have reached Delhi by the time I get back. So.

[Snail mail reminds me. E-mail me your address (to ensure your privacy!), I'll send you a postcard from Bali!! =)]

[fall3n_anjel]

hey there.. wow sounds painful. and ironically very familiar to me (more on this later).. but i wanna know what this is abt so fill me in ok? mail me.. and listen gimme ur mobile no.? so we can msg n whatever.. mine's 9845339804 the code n everything..u hav to figure out :P but whatever it is.. i love u and tc k? miss u beautiful! hugs an love

ps - im writing you an email as we speak!

[delta_orange]

heheh! why am i not surprised that it sounds familiar to you
wel i just messaged you.. and yes i will fil u in. provided you do to!
i hope u get my message!

[petalswirls]

this upsets me because i don't know what's going on.
i want to write you a letter.