this weekend was fun! my friends from brea kidnapped me! saturday was cool. i went to the block and saw this band called jupiter sunrise . i went with my friends from brea and there we saw clarisa, anastasia, and this really cool girl i just met named amber. sarah went rock climbing-that was so amusing. then we went to the cool bean bags! after we ( Read more... )

what a night...i just felt like saying that. last night david called me and guess what i was listening to? gangsta music. it was it bit amusing and we laughed about it for like 5 minutes, then he admitted to listening to rap earlier before he called. i can't put the book down. andy is so cool.i wish i met him. so any way, i called my myspace ( Read more... )

i am amazed with andy. he is the best person the ever lived on this very sick, pathetic, full of vanity, full of whores, blasphemic earth. i'm reading his book and i honestly couldn't put it down. it was amazing. warhol is great, warhol is the one. he talks about all this stuff that i always question, i swear i would get along with him just fine. ( Read more... )

I decided i'm going to take my play seriously. i need to start caring. i've been ditching it for the past week now, and i need to start showing up afterschool. ugh...it's such a drag. i have senior panoramic pictures next period. i don't want to take them! i haven't been on myspace in a long time and it's driving me crazy! i took chris's quiz on ( Read more... )

evreything has been so strange lately. i know this might sound random but i wish my name was Amelie . i watched this french movie with audrey tatou in it. she was amelie. i think everyone should see it. i honestly don't know what to write about. i miss you vanessa! i hope you come by at lunch. i have practice today. i can't wait for my play. i ( Read more... )

this one goes out to fez: i miss you so much! please come and visit me and heidi! i never got to say happy birthday!<333333333333333333 we miss you so much. we tried to call you, but it didn't go through!

love, damud

come to see my play in february!

yesterday was a bad day. i was acting like a bitch to everyone. i didn't go to rehearsals yesterday b/c i wanted to kill many people and as far as i am conscerned i can't do anything about it. i want to thank so many people for making me feel better yesterday. i am a jealous person . i hate it because it kills me. i heard about this show that a ( Read more... )

many things have changed lately. the vacation change a lot of my views towards many situations in my unpredictable life. many things are bugging me and i'm being an impossible bitch. i hate it because i always act like a bitch. so anyway, i'm not seeing allen anymore and i just have to say that he was a big mistake . i don't hink ishould see ( Read more... )

oh well, guess what? i didn't get the part :(
any way, my part is mary shaw . mary has decent lines. it's a pretty big part. in my opinion, i don't think the play was well casted. it's horrible. good people like tina and karishma are stuck with characters that i would define as " not reasonably the best " . but hey lifes goes on. i feel bad. i ( Read more... )

so far it's been great and i've been under stress! i stress over everything and i hate that about myself. today at approxcimately 1:32 pm i will find out what part i got in the play. i really want the part of dorothy but i guess will see what part i get. i don't know if i should feel so confident about it. if i don't get it, i'll save the crying ( Read more... )