shit happens right? well fuck shit..I'm so sick of my moms crap. Her and her fucking boyfriend..ok..this guy will slap my ass when I walk by..he fuckin will tell my mom shit that I didn't even do or say about me smoking weed and drinking..and blah blah blah, fuck this guy. He took my electric guitar and pawned it, and then fuckin said that my ex- ( Read more... )

Today was out of control. That application that I put in at Oliva's, well, they called me and had me come in, I start training tomorrow at 4:30. Mreh..I saw JennyB and Cody today. fun fun fun..good times. then, well actually before (at school) everything was crazy..like usual, but Pat Haywood found out who I like "Cody" or "the hot one" and since ( Read more... )

Why is everything so crazy these days, Mreh...the hot one is dumb and I put in a job application at Oliva's..a mexican food place where Chelsi works, I hope they call me back..I hope I hpe..I really need a job....now..HEATHER AND I ARE TALKING AGAIN!!! yeyness..I was happy, I talked to my little brother again too...josh I love that kid..he made me ( Read more... )

Well Today was special, today Eric said to me the meanest thing anyone has ever said. So thankyou Eric for suceeding in making me feel like shit and thankyou self for making him tell me. We were driving home from school/ the mudhole and they were talking about abstinance till marrage, and jokingly I said, "oh yeah, thats me right there", then Eric ( Read more... )

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haha I am such a retard, I just now discovered that we have the internet here in CO. what a lame-o...isn't that nice. hmm Carol just came in here and got mad at me for letting Jesse reading my journal...oo thats not good. she made him leave..how sad..well I bet it was for a good reason. probably...man I know I am going to hear it later...shitty, ( Read more... )

people piss me off so bad sometimes...I am having so much trouble deciding on where I want to spend the next couple years of my life. my dad and everyone out here just keeps tellin me about how horrible of a mother my mom is and how much damage she is causing me and blah blah blah...but then she isn't allowed to say anything to defend herself..this ( Read more... )

te he, I got this one from Heather..hmm, I think this is only partially true....


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so yes, I will be coming home soon to vist, and hopefully Julie will actually be coming back with me, I am just worried that it will be like what happend with Heather (not my cutie, the other one). I lost all of my friends, and I SO could not stand it if that happend to me again, (I'm not saying that she was the cause of it) but last time I lost my ( Read more... )

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