Bother bother bother

[deirie]

Sometimes it's just too hard to be me. Everything bothers me in a way it makes it difficult to be happy. By this I mean that I've done something and I regret it or something similar. I just keep thinking "if I'd done it this way" or "if I hadn't done that"... It drives me crazy

Comments

[solanyxe]

*hugs thighs*

Don't torture yourself about every little thing you could have done differently. Whichever alternative you choose, there will always be something that won't turn out the way you wanted it to. You can't make it perfect.

It really looks like you're punishing yourself too harshly for small...not even mistakes, just decisions that don't have ideal consequences (which is practically every possible decision out there XD).

But I'm really sorry you're feeling like this. :(
Panic attacks are horrible. *huggles*
Is there anything I can do for you?

[deirie]

I know I shouldn't, but I can't help it. I've always been like that. Even now, the thing that bothers me the most, is not such a big deal. I don't know...
I've been starting to feel like nobody likes me. .__. Though there's not much to like, since I'm always at home. Haha.

Anything you can do for me? Err.. Hug my thighs? :'D *hugs thighs*