Bother bother bother
Sometimes it's just too hard to be me. Everything bothers me in a way it makes it difficult to be happy. By this I mean that I've done something and I regret it or something similar. I just keep thinking "if I'd done it this way" or "if I hadn't done that"... It drives me crazy!
The things might even be insignificant, but still I keep being bothered by them.
School's not going too well right now. For a long time I've been pretty much unable to do anything. Now that I don't have much time left before holiday, I must force myself, even though it makes me... well, uncomfortable and distressed. I've had panic attacks.
It's been a bit better now, but it might get worse again...
Blah. I don't know why I'm writing here.
The things might even be insignificant, but still I keep being bothered by them.
School's not going too well right now. For a long time I've been pretty much unable to do anything. Now that I don't have much time left before holiday, I must force myself, even though it makes me... well, uncomfortable and distressed. I've had panic attacks.
It's been a bit better now, but it might get worse again...
Blah. I don't know why I'm writing here.