Leaving this shit for now. Ta-ta!

Still feeling forgotten. It's like I'm not here anymore. My friend's love me, but they just don't know how I feel. I guess it's best this way. And then there's him. Just because everytime I see him, my heart stops, doesn't mean I still like him right? right.. God, what do I see in him? Why can't I just get over him already? We hardley talk, we ( Read more... )

BLAH~ I think I failed the socials test. DAMN, Socials 9 is so hard compared to Socials 8. And it's so much boring-er. The AIDS/HIV presentation was SO funny. Especially that Matthew guy. Actually, it was only him that was funny. But anyway, me and Keyne and Andrea took a lubricant condom (eww, it was all oily and shit), and then we filled it with ( Read more... )

everyone should die. especially meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

happy birthday to keyne tho.

don't comment =P i dont deserve it.

BLAH

btw, i am just too smart. left my theory book at school. OLGA'S GONNA KILL ME. goodbye everyone. *waves*

Okay, now I feel like crying. why? I have no idea. Either because of what Avi told me. or 'cause my mom is such a bitch. Probably not cuz of what Avi told me. because its not I like him right? right... Went to Sophia's house.. well not exactly went there. Just dropped off her stuff, talked for a bit. and left. Went to PW... still scared about going ( Read more... )

Made new layout. Well, not exactly made. but you know what I mean. I actually like it.. not a lot. but I like it. Humm.. feeling anything but happy. But then not depressed or sad or anything either. Peter's girlfriend came to visit him today. How come I didn't know he had a girlfriend? haha, anyways. Talking to Sophia on the phone right now. hehee ( Read more... )

Went to PW today. Picked my courses. I am so stupid. Took art. shouldv'e taken BAND! damnn~ pissed off. Oh well.. -.-; haha.. but yeeeah... oooh i love it there. its so.. NORMAL. ahaha.. sophya. whatta dork! left her agenda in my car. ahaha... we drove her home.. even though she lives like ONE BLOCK AWAY. literally. my mom's like "sophia.. you're ( Read more... )

Gonna miss Ideal so much next year. At least I still got Matt. He's going to PW too... I don't get boys people. Aw well. Whateverr. Not gonna let people bother me anymore. Not gonna let my "family" hurt me anymore. and Love, screw it.

Pro-D today. Was going to go shopping with Keyne but she cancelled last minute. Whateverr. haha Avi, "are you skipping?" "no not today" HAHA. hilariousss shit. Anyway, I had this long ass thought about everything. If I went to Windermere, I'd be going back to my past. If I stayed at Ideal, I'd be stuck in the present. If I go to Prince of Wales.. ( Read more... )

Feeling... i dont know. mixed feelings. read that thingy, felt so bad. How could no one not tell me!? how could you let me be so selfish and self-centered? gosshh.. i feel so bad. even though that was in the past. and i dont know how she's really feeling. fuck. bad enough to break my promise and do that again. even though its fading. meh`. found ( Read more... )