There are some times in my life I feel empty. I feel this way for many reasons.. One of which is because I cant seem to do for me what I can do for others. And thats not a bad thing, and I feel great knowing I can help people through things. But it rips a hole in me thinking that I cant do that for me. I can never seem to get things to work out for ( Read more... )

I have come to the conclusion that my roomates the king of douchebags.. He doesnt pay his rent on time.. Gets the cable, and there for the internet, shut off.. That is why I havent updated... I need to find another roomate. And on that note, if anyone wants to move in with me in january rents $275 and smoking is only allowed in one room or outside ( Read more... )

I read through my song today and I really like it. I sat down and was thinking of another song that doesnt fit my "normal" song. But it expresses something beside, anger, hate, sadness, and despare and such. Its actually.. happy.. which is wierd for me. I started writing it but couldnt get it to fit right becuase other things were on my mind so I ( Read more... )

So I found myself in lansing this morning... well night.. after work. I punched out at 10:52pm and i arive at a park in east lansing at 1:18am. I dont know why I was there or what took me there. But thats where I sat in my car and wrote a song.. I left at 1:33am and got home to my apartment in Mt Pleasant at 4:04am. Got to sleep at about 4:30ish im ( Read more... )