It's funny. I commit something to writing and I almost feel like I have to go and prove it wrong. 
Not even 24 hours had passed and there I was- yet again, attempting to make an effort with James. And you know where it got me? That's right, absolutely nowhere. I may as well have been talking to myself. 
I think I've finally accepted that he will ( Read more... )

I caught James watching me again today.

That very action made me wonder how many of those I've missed due to not looking him anymore (and how long he'd been looking at me before I mistakenly glanced upward). I swear that he's still trying to show off for me, stretching, in my line of vision, why else do it right in front of me? Showing me that big ( Read more... )

I always fall for the unavailable guys. I figure it's my way of ensuring that I don't get hurt, except that I do get hurt, by myself. The funny part (if there is such a thing here) is that the latest guy is a
different kind of unavailable. Instead of already being involved with someone, this guy is my superior. It's been a bumpy road for my feelings ( Read more... )

I had forgotten what an ass James can be. Thankfully (that's sarcasm), he saw fit to remind me today. I have been waiting for the other shoe to drop, so I was very quiet yesterday. I tend to operate under the theory that if you don't make any noise, they'll forget that you're there. (Of course, I think that I actually become invisible at least once ( Read more... )

Friday the 13th is supposed to be a lucky day for me, after all, I was born on a Friday the 13th, but this past one knocked me for a loop. I very nearly came to tears over what turned out to be "misinformation". I try not to cry at work because I don't want to be considered one of those girls who cries at the drop of a hat, so I squashed the ( Read more... )