two summers ago.

[deerling]

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[eightoclock]

there will be another.

[deerling]

of course there will be another time, another relationship: i am in the middle of one now.

but there will never be that time, that relationship: i have changed as a person, and therefore how i experience others has changed as well.

i need to be okay with that. i need to understand that different isn't always worse.

[shit_bird]

blaire, it appears you and i have been learning the same lessons at about the same time.

that is pretty great.

[catkins]

I don't know when different stops seeming worse and starts feeling same.

But I can't wait.

(It's been 3 years and one baby, and sometimes I miss him.)