And cue random soul-crushing depression for no apparent reason ( Read more... )

 I want to open a theatre.

Not now, maybe not even ten years from now.  But I want to open a theatre.

I'm in a good place ( Read more... )

White, everything goes white and all I can think is "Oh God get away from here. Now."  But with more panic than is really necessary ( Read more... )

I would never have had the courage to accept this job, let alone go to the interview, if we were still together.

Everything I've been waiting for for the past year is so close I can taste it ( Read more... )

My fingers taste like the cigar I smoked at David's tonight; I can still feel it in the back of my throat.  It's a good thing, cigars are a luxury I don't need to partake of too often, but tonight was a good night for it.  Drove through some of the wrath of God rainstorm that hit Lexington on the way there tonight, so that was less fun since I can' ( Read more... )

I don't know where my head is today.  I've got a task for work and I'm close-ish to finishing it but I can't get my head to focus long enough to actually finish it.  It's frustrating beyond belief so I'm hoping by doing this I can chill out enough to be productive for a few hours ( Read more... )

Today I realized just how impossibly low my stress levels are right now.
I have my apartment.
I'm living well within my budget.
I can say without any doubt that I love my boyfriend and he loves me.
I'm eating healthy better and more frequently (which has apparently jump started my metabolism so I'm still not gaining weight).
My job is probably one of ( Read more... )

Back on FaceBook, apparently.  Need a better/more recent profile picture ( Read more... )