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[deathnotronic_]

WHY do I save e-mails? Why do I save ANYTHING for that matter; old notes, letters, pictures, etc? There is a certain point where they make you smile, but sometimes the yearning for those memories have not gone away and all they do is cause you to feel like shit if you look at them too soon. I love reminiscing on good times with friends I still

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[youre_my_star]

You know, I do think of you, our past times and inside jokes and every time I think of memories, you're almost always in them. I hope you know I’ve forgiven you a long time ago and that I don't still hate you because of something stupid. a part of me wants to hug you, talk to you, laugh and hang out like we used to, but the other part of me tells me that things probably won't be the same again. Or you never know.. things could happen and we could wind up being friends again, but until then, I hope everything goes well with you now and after high school.

[deathnotronic_]

thanks for that singling, you really have no idea how much that means to me for you to put that. I know, whenever I see you.. I want to like jump on you and hug you, but at the same time, you're right... so much has changed now.. you have a best friend, and I'm not saying that like ahh I'm jealous, but I mean, well I'm sure you know what I'm mean. I'm sorry things had to happen the way they did, but I just hope you know that I would have NEVER in a million years wanted to intentionally hurt you in any way. And I also know how you are, and I'm not saying any of this to try to get you to be my friend again.. I just want you to know this for my well-being. ANYWAY, yeah I really do wish the best for you and I hope that someday.. even it's a really long time from now one of us will be able to pick up the phone and hang out and start over.. even if you're in china and I'm in italy or something weird. okay.. I'm finished, sorry for that book I just typed.