I'm feeling soul-crushingly lonely. I don't usually feel that way anymore, since I accepted some time ago that I'm utterly unlovable, and am generally comfortable with that. I usually only feel "lonely" in the social sense. But still. It creeps up on me and makes me want to slit my own throat from behind. Who gives a shit anyway, I'm weak and ( Read more... )

C.'s dad passed away last night/this morning. I don't even have words to explain how horrid I feel at not being able to fly to NY and be there for him.

Oh well. none of you care, anyway. I just needed to tell someone.

In 2009, ( Read more... )

JUST IN case you haven't seen this brilliant short fantasy/scifi/STEAMPUNK! film (which is now quite old) please watch this installment of They Mysterious Explorations of Jasper Morello.

SOMETHING EMBARRASSING but true:

Salutations and good morrow, Mr. Howard,

In order to express the depth of my gratitude for your marvelous work of fiction,
I must first explain to you my most curious affliction;

Ten years, you see, have come and passed
tens years since the book I finished last.

Oh, I've started numerous others--piles, to be ( Read more... )

I have made them. Behold them.


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Just testing out posting to LJ from Flock.

Blogged with the Flock Browser

Hey, MJ-can you see this now? XD

--AH LAME!  It only shows up if you have the font installed on your machine. I hate the binternets.

Oh well, it still looks really cool on MY screen.

Hah! Now I can say whatever I want and you assholes can't even read it-unless you can, in which case you should comment back in Poleepkwas and then you and I can make sweet sweet love together because clearly you are meant to be my dorky soul mate or something.

I'm going to post in Poleepkwas quite a bit from now on, I think, and I'll even give ( Read more... )

This is a test to see if the Poleepkwas font will work on LiveJournal.