[Fail lock is completely fail]

[death_chopper]

I grow...concerned with myself.

My Lord could be attempting to contact me, and if he were I would never know, not as this. He could have returned, could require my service, and I am...gone. Yet I find I'm hesitant to ask Eros to return me. I don't want to leave him alone. Not while he remains

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[me_king]

Me Grimlock think being squishy got to Dumb'con's processor.

[death_chopper]

....!

This was supposed to be locked.

[me_king]

It look public to me Grimlock.

[death_chopper]

Clearly.

[not_blind]

It sounds like you've got some crazy emotions going on right now.

[death_chopper]

....Hnh.

[not_blind]

Emotions are new to you, huh?

[death_chopper]

...

Relatively so.

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[sine_sole_sileo]

Dude, Apollo is totally reading this and being like, "...what, no. He's not supposed to have emotions." XD

OOC

[death_chopper]

Hahahaha! SUCK IT APOLLO.

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[sine_sole_sileo]

DON'T MAKE ME TURN THIS CAR AROUND

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[death_chopper]

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

[revered_love]

Blackout, I can handle Guy. If you wish to return, return. You should.

If you'd rather I stop changing you, that's fine, love, just tell me. I wont, if it makes you uncomfortable. I would go to the ends of this world and back to make you happy, how many times do I have to tell you this for you to understand?

Mmn. Perhaps we really should spend... less time together. You should be waiting for your Lord, not .... mucking around with me. Consider it, I would... I wouldn't be offended... should you chose to. It would most likely be in your best interest. I'm sorry.

[death_chopper]

You...you were not supposed to see this, Eros.

...I don't trust him.

Easier this way. Easier for you, easier for...for us.

I would...I. Hnh. It is not the time I begrudge, merely that he can't contact me this way. It...concerns me.

[revered_love]

And yet, I did.

That is no reason for you to restrict yourself to a form you can't stand.

Blackout, listen. Whatever form you're in, works for me. We don't have to have sex to be close, you don't need skin for me to be able to touch you. I... I love you all the same, you know? If this doesn't.. If you can't take this form, then change back, I will sill be here. I will be with you. I wouldn't leave you, Blackout, I wouldn't, not because of whatever shape you take.

You break my heart when you talk like this, say you're upset but it's for me. It doesn't have to be! I... I just... I don't know. It's not your fault, love. You don't have to do this for me. You never did. Just... do what you want to do. Screw what I want, be you if you wish. So long as you are near me, I will be happy.

[death_chopper]

My apologies.

Completely legitimate. I don't trust that he won't lash out against you. I will not let him harm you.

...I. I appreciate that, Eros. Doesn't negate the fact that it is more convenient this way, but...the change, perhaps, does not need to be constant.

I said before, Eros, I do not begrudge you the time. I...do want to be in your company. There are times I feel I want nothing more than that. Even were I to resume my proper form, though, I still would be unable to receive communication from my Lord across worlds. The fundamental problem remains.

[graficmemory]

Well, it looks like you caught that bug people tend to get when they find loyalty falls into a deeper catagory.

[death_chopper]

......

[graficmemory]

You have been bitten by the love bug. Better just give it up now, man, cause you're going to be a useless fool if you deny yourself.

Take it from me..love is the greatest strength you can have.

[death_chopper]

I don't love.