well another fucking nite of no sleep, i swear im gonna die by the end of the week due to lack of sleep, oh well, going out again today not sure where yet but somewhere, i cant just sit in the house its not good for me, i shall tty all later

ok everyone it is 1:30 in the morning and i cant sleep, i cant stop crying, i cant stop thinking about wat i did, im bawling so much right now, w/e i say it doesnt seem to matter because u wont believe me anyway, so im taking a week off from the world because everyones calling me an asshole and everyones calling me a dick so i cant sleep at all ( Read more... )

i will be away for a few days, yes i know selfish of me but w/e, if u need to talk umm idk how to get in contact with me but im sure someone will find a way and i have caller id so i can tell whose calling, i have an sn im always gonnd be on but only 8 out of 194 people know it and its only the people i can stand to talk to right now without ( Read more... )

i fell asleep around 12:35 drunk trying to run away from my problems and of course it didnt work to well, i woke up at 1 and i've been phasing in and out/on and off about reality and life, i havent been able to sleep at all tonite because i've been thinking of this whole situation, i dont deserve u at all and i dont deserve anyone right now, all ( Read more... )

look, i did something wrong, and this will make me want to kill myself w/e happens, and i cant hold this in anymore, everyone can call me an asshole, u can call me an asshole, anyone who wants can, if im not alive in a few days its because im dead because of this whole situation, i was drunk and yes i did something stupid, and fuck theres no way u ( Read more... )

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ok so its 7:10 in the morning and i didnt sleep one minute last nite, all i did was sit up in bed thinking if ur alright and sleeping well, i miss u soo much and i cant stop thinking about u, thats all i do now-a-days is think of u and i cant stop, its like a sickness but the best sickness in the world because its a feeling of love for u and its ( Read more... )

yea so now its morning and i just walked emily home and then walked home myself, i didnt sleep even 1 minute and im quite alright with that, but of course i get to come home and curse off my fucking mom because of my report card that doesnt make sense such as "thats fucking bull shit" and "your no fucking help" shit like that, im so fucking sick of ( Read more... )