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just ordered some juicy couture sunglasses :) gonna get them perscribed :) super excited, then im gonna save up and as soon as i come up with 500$ ima buy the chanel glasses i want :)

went to corpus today with tino. we met up with eric&mari. ate peter pipers then went to the mall ( Read more... )

i hate buying books for school; ugh.

i know ive said this a million times over, but i over the weekend i spent almost 100$ on food for my diet; honestly this is something i need to do, for myself, my health& my self esteem. i wanna be 30-50lbs slimmer by july & only with a strict diet&exercise plan can i do that, so thats what i'll have to do ( Read more... )

i cant keep doing this. i cant keep losing sleep. i cant keep being paranoid. i still cant sleep, and i find that when i do fall asleep my dreams are confusing and turn into nightmares. i dont know what to doo. i hate this.

blah, again cant sleep. today was the best. we went to the cactus bowl&it was freezing :( . but we had hot chocolate. then we left and went to pizza parlor. spent some time with eric then came home to watch ghost adventures&kat williams its pimpin pimpin. tomorrow im thinking movie night. :)

this past week i havnt been able to sleep. i cant even bring myself to close my eyes. i cant sleep in complete darkness. i find that if i havnt brought my self to close my eyes and fall asleep by the time my computer screen goes into sleep mode i have to get up and move the mouse to wake up the screen. i find that after he leaves im completely ( Read more... )

It's weird how I look back at old memories and see how much things have changed. People have came and gone and some have stayed. Some people difted and others pushed themselves away. There's one thing I know for sure, he's here to stay, no matter the situation. I've learned alot&I've lost alot. It sucks to know that friendships no longer exist no ( Read more... )

life is good :) school is great :) friendships are 10x better :)
love is way more than i could ever want it to be :)