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A post to keep this journal alive. This was a good pup, and taught me a lot :) -
Days pass and things change
It looks as if nothing has changed, from the outside. But so many things have changed, instead. Not many, really, but enough. Something in me has changed. It's fucking scary, when I think about it, but at the same time, it seems the only way to be ( Read more... ) -
Since SOMEONE..
..is playing Truth and Dare...just in case I happen to end in the middle of it, here it goes. You'll find me here. -
What are you happy about right now?
A number of things. My family has always been important to me. Although my being close to them hinders other aspects of my life, still I know that I wouldn't be content to be away from them, not now that I'm clearly needed. Some things you can get over, eventually, but betraying or being lacking in the eyes to those that have been with you since ( Read more... ) -
Phone call to Jon
He didn't really have to be so angry with Jon. It was totally his fault for being away for such a long time, and being jealous didn't really help anything. Because he knew he was jealous, of course. And it wasn't as if he hadn't been photographed with other women people, obviously having fun, or at least pretending to be ( Read more... ) -
Letter to Jon
Hey, don't thank me for writing to you, okay ( Read more... ) -
Letter to Jon
Hiya ( Read more... ) -
Visiting Jon
There was never going to be a right moment. And with his behavious of the previous night, his casual meeting with that stranger...it's proven him something that he'd rather deny ( Read more... ) -
A phone message for Jon
Dean listened to the short message. Jon sounded so excited...even though the part 'I talked to Yevgeny and you can stay here for a couple of days' and 'Just give us a quick warning' made him press his lips together. Yet, he had no rights, at the end of it all. He had no rights whatsoever. Even if he had to leave, even if it hadn't been his choice, ( Read more... ) -
What does love mean to me..
I wish I knew.
I'd say, mostly? Popping out of the fucking blue and still finding him waiting with open arms.. yeah. I think that's it.