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[deadmanicure]

I don't really know what to say...I have a lot I need to get off my chest, but I don't know the most constructive, mature, grown-up way to handle myself in this situation

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[havdrake]

Honey! I'm sorry. Sucks to have to lose something that feels so important! I hgope you feel better soon! Hugs!

[deadmanicure]

thanks babe...see you tomorrow? if not, on tuesday.

[julesong]

I hope my talking with you as you left wasn't considered faux sentimentality, because it was far from that. I was upset that you were upset. When I said I was so very sorry, I meant it.

The way it was handled definitely could've been better. Hindsight being 20/20 and all that.

I don't blame you for being upset, not at all. I would be, too.

[deadmanicure]

i didn't mean just you...i was referring more to the "let's sing life uncommon" kind of thing. because really, i couldn't have made it through the first word without crying and i really didn't want to cry in front of that group at that moment. i just felt like it was kind of indulgent on the part of people who get to stay and sing the concert with the group...when not singing in my big fat gay wedding with hd is pretty much the saddest thing i can think of right now. i just had to get out of there...which is why i was weird to you too. i didn't want to cry there.