Tops crappy steak is tolerable when covered in fresh crumbled blue cheese from Wegmans. Of course the cheese costs more than the steak...but whatever. I wish Super Walmart was closer. They have THE BEST steak ( Read more... )

I suppose I only write here when I'm upset. Like super sad/depressed or angry. Well today it's angry ( Read more... )

Sometimes things carry one...whether u want them to or not ( Read more... )

I don't feel right. I'm scared. I'm scared of things to come. I'm scared of how things will work out. I don't know why I feel this way. It's like a nagging feeling that something's wrong or is going to happen that will ruin things. Blah.

Sorry I'm a fat disgusting lazy piece of shit slob. I don't try to be. It's not like I enjoy filth. I get distracted or forget about things. Maybe it's just another sign of my mental instability. Blah. I disappoint myself. :/

For every good day, there are a handful of bad days. Today is one of those days. I feel worthless, useless. I feel like I will never be good enough for anyone. I feel like everyone hates me. I just want to crawl into a hole and die. I feel like a big fat disgusting blob. Blah. I don't like feeling like this. But I don't want to be on meds ( Read more... )

( House Rant )

I'm happy to say I've been given another chance. Let's hope I can keep my paranoid psychotic tendencies and mood swings under control. :x

I'm just a worthless piece of shit
Too little too late
I feel like I could just die right now
It's not like I'm ever gonna go anywhere in life
It's not like I have a reason to go on
I'll always never be good enough...

I love my hair. It's long and full and wonderful. And it looks like how I want it to. Oh and I get out of bed and it's ready to go. I'm so lazy haha. Now if only my acne would calm down. My new make-up is supposed to be good for break out skin, I swear it's like my acne is worse. It's like irritated and raised. But I like the new make-up ( Read more... )