Useless Ramble
I love my hair. It's long and full and wonderful. And it looks like how I want it to. Oh and I get out of bed and it's ready to go. I'm so lazy haha. Now if only my acne would calm down. My new make-up is supposed to be good for break out skin, I swear it's like my acne is worse. It's like irritated and raised. But I like the new make-up. I'll try it out a bit longer and hope it gets better and stops getting worse.
I hate my feelings lately. They are worthless and unwanted by who their for. But I can't help it. Can I? I don't think it's just loneliness, I don't think it's just a phase. But that's what everyone says. And it appears I have some enemies trying to make sure nothing will ever happen again. Can't a person screw up? I guess some things are just unforgivable. Some things can't be forgotten. Some pains just never go away.
Maybe someday, some way, some how. But I fear not. I'll just have to watch from a distance and let my stupidity be a lesson forever.
I hate my feelings lately. They are worthless and unwanted by who their for. But I can't help it. Can I? I don't think it's just loneliness, I don't think it's just a phase. But that's what everyone says. And it appears I have some enemies trying to make sure nothing will ever happen again. Can't a person screw up? I guess some things are just unforgivable. Some things can't be forgotten. Some pains just never go away.
Maybe someday, some way, some how. But I fear not. I'll just have to watch from a distance and let my stupidity be a lesson forever.