School can be so depressing...

[deadendqueen16]

I've been kind of sad all day, and I don't know why. OK, I actually do know why, but I don't want to say. It will only make me seem more depressing. I guess it's just the realization that I finally have the confidence to go after what I want, but it's too late. I'll never get the chance to get what I've been more or less waiting four fucking

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[willdawg_obsess]

First of all, boysex does make absolutely everything better.

"You have teeth cancer. You're going to die in 45 minutes."
"Better go put in some QaF."

Haha.

I remember saying once that you are going to be ultra-shy all through high school then you're gonna go to college and become a total alchie and be slutty Shannon. Haha. I said that awhile ago. Remember when I told you you'd be a drunk in college? It was like 2 years ago. Haha.

Well I am done half-insulting you now. I am sowwy.

[deadendqueen16]

That made me laugh for about 5 minutes. Teeth cancer? But anyway, you're probably right. I'll get to college, tell being straight-edge to fuck itself, and slut out big time. I think that's actually what my mom thinks is gonna happen, lol.

[deadendqueen16]

I love how this is the post you read, lol. I guess I've just been hearing all my friends talk about their relationships, and I'm just getting jealous. I've been a bit emo lately because I feel like I'm not really as close to certain people as I used to be, and I'm totally stressed and burned out. I guess I just turned all that into a need for a boyfriend, or at least someone to be close to. Plus, I'm still dealing with a silly school-girl crush on this guy, even though there would probably be no chance that we would ever work out.

And don't worry, you can always interfere with my life if you're going to say such nice things, lol.