"prepare for complete lock down," i cried.
"my heart is under attack."
your comming at me with full force now
& ripping me apart at the seams.
how could you do this to me?

my life has turned into such a mess ( Read more... )

it seems as if all my spoken thoughts &stupid feelings are indistinct ( Read more... )

i'm a walking hazard,
a real life disaster.
i'm clumsy and reckless,
how did i get like this?
there's a small voice in the back of my head,
whispering things i never wanted to hear.
oh god, i'm choking on my own blood,
reach in my wounds and pull out this fear.
i didn't mean to turn out this way.
a moments choice is a life of consequence.

sirens spark at the scent of murder.
your hands &my throat have never been such a perfect match.
the red imprints of your fingers are still painted on my neck.
atleast i'll always have a piece of you to keep forever.

the feeling of your finger tips
as they run up my thigh,
the pressure of you on my hips
is a natural high.
I will never want another
to be my wanton lover.
You are way more than any other
and I keep you in so deep.

My skin is porcelain ( Read more... )

the alarm sounds but her broken body doesn't budge ( Read more... )

the door has just closed in my face, & i hear the lock click ( Read more... )

Go Away.