love and hate and walking the line

[deaa]

 Sunday.

crazy dancing in the town square (I wouldn't participate--gawky and spaghetti limbs don't work like that--but this is a new mission)

I like surprises, which is why I often like those situations, even if they are only set up in my own head, where I learn something and surprise the shit out of someone else. Oh I look like a monkey now? Wait

Comments

[pauldeman2pt0]

Francis,

Please do not have another seizure, if possible. What happened with the brokers?

I think you should learn Portuguese because then we can talk in code and no one will understand us except the other people who speak Portuguese and they do not count.

I love you.
XO

[deaa]

Francis

I love you Francinnamon. Avoiding seizure is key. For sure. The brokers are tools. It's ok. I am going to get them in trouble when I call their boss and threaten to Fox 5 them or something. I hate Fox but I have always wanted to Fox 5 someone.

Portuguese is still on the list!

xoxoxoxoxo

[iam_hooked]

Take care of yourself, seriously, it's definitely not worth another seizure.

If going under the radar for a while helps then do it, I hope it all works out.

[deaa]

I'll be alright. That freaky broker called me at one am after he came back from his trip and saw my threatening email to him.

I am very good at writing hateful letters. It's a skill I have and I usually get what I want. A terrible thing to admit, but it's generally true.

thanks!

[iam_hooked]

The power of the pen, never under estimate it.

[deaa]

hahahah. There are people I know and love who are afraid of it. That's how I know it works.

;)

[nemo_omen]

I haven't been stopping by enough, I thought you had already found a place. Keep out of seizure land, please.

bad fetus!

[deaa]

you really are one bad mia fetus.

maybe one day you will find a reason to come play again. my place is cool. I swear!!!

Re: bad fetus!

[nemo_omen]

So you did find a place? What happened to the evening of talking that we were supposed to have?

Re: bad fetus!

[deaa]

we can have it! I just thought you were really busy. I have been trying to stay kind of close to home to save money and all that.

hopefully soon I will have ways.

maybe this week we can meet? maybe can you help me a little tiny bit this weekend? I do have a place. The brokers were just being fuckos about calling me back.

[tsdk]

I thought you found a place, a great place at that, also. I hope it is not somehow in jeopardy.

Please take care of your health first and foremost. Brokers and languages won't matter if you have a stroke. :-(

If you knocked on my door, I'd be pleasantly surprised, but I'm a bit out of your general vicinity. I think you might find my Stepford town a little on the boring side for all you want to do these days.

I would like to still have access to your stuff, seeing as I only write about every 6 mo to complain first about wedding stuff, then about my parents. Other than that, I can't get it up for writing these days.

[deaa]

thanks lady.

of course you can have access. you and i are friends. you have access now--but i will modify it further and elaborate in future postings.

:)

stepford towns, boring? you have no idea where i grew up. it would surprise you for sure.

[tsdk]

Deanna- I know I can sound moronic, but I am only on this thing to read your stuff and two other people. LOL. So, anytime any of my three people mention cutting people or ask who wants to be on their "XYZ" filter, I feel the need to raise my hand so I'm not picked off. I only recently realized some of my old shit on here from my wedding time was unlocked and let's just say it wouldn't have been good if anyone saw it. I also had to pay like $15 to change my screenname here since B named his new company after me and when googled, it wasn't exactly business-friendly stuff coming up due to all my random writings just hanging around. I think I'm just not meant to keep an internet journal- but I love to read yours

[deaa]

Yeah, I really hate having to do any filters. And it's not like I want to...but it's also one of those things that is usually temporary. I just think the distance we have talked about is important to enforce in every way possible--and it's too easy any way else.

I know you have raised your hand often to help and hang. I will be cashing in on that someday soon I hope.

And of course I want to have another housewarming but that might be pushing my luck. Miss Manners would be horrified I am sure.

[tsdk]

Screw Miss Manners. No one would bat an eye at a second housewarming. Good food and friends makes for a warm house anyway- and you're always entitled to that.