love and hate and walking the line

[deaa]

 Sunday.

crazy dancing in the town square (I wouldn't participate--gawky and spaghetti limbs don't work like that--but this is a new mission)

I like surprises, which is why I often like those situations, even if they are only set up in my own head, where I learn something and surprise the shit out of someone else. Oh I look like a monkey now? Wait

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[tsdk]

Deanna- I know I can sound moronic, but I am only on this thing to read your stuff and two other people. LOL. So, anytime any of my three people mention cutting people or ask who wants to be on their "XYZ" filter, I feel the need to raise my hand so I'm not picked off. I only recently realized some of my old shit on here from my wedding time was unlocked and let's just say it wouldn't have been good if anyone saw it. I also had to pay like $15 to change my screenname here since B named his new company after me and when googled, it wasn't exactly business-friendly stuff coming up due to all my random writings just hanging around. I think I'm just not meant to keep an internet journal- but I love to read yours!!

Where you grew up might be Stepford-esque, but how you live these days is not. For what you have on your "Bucket List", I feel like you'd need to be in the center of some place happening and exciting. But, I'm always around for you- if you need a distraction, a friend, an ear, a ride in the mini, a comment, a kugel, an opinion, or whatever. Just letting you know. You seem (from your writing) to feel let down often by people so I always want you know that I'm here.

[deaa]

Yeah, I really hate having to do any filters. And it's not like I want to...but it's also one of those things that is usually temporary. I just think the distance we have talked about is important to enforce in every way possible--and it's too easy any way else.

I know you have raised your hand often to help and hang. I will be cashing in on that someday soon I hope.

And of course I want to have another housewarming but that might be pushing my luck. Miss Manners would be horrified I am sure.