Comments | de_paddestoel: In which there is Newsies, Lost and Delirious, and tears in the early morning

de_paddestoel

In which there is Newsies, Lost and Delirious, and tears in the early morning

Nov 21, 2006 01:46

I think I adore crying with movies.

Maybe I want to feel awful, cry myself to sleep.

Tomorrow I have to complete my art folio having done nothing valuable for the past semester, suddenly learn Alma del Core, convince Mum to give me a lift to Kate's because my exam finishes late, learn the french vocab for the entire year.

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lazy, weary, impossible, porcelain, camera, hopeless, the tight stretch of dried tears, particles of, spent all day studying at sumi's, the cure, touching grieving adoring and dancing, happy, scared, looking over my shoulder, help me please, paralysed, chin on my knee, un-self-disciplined, crying, almost a gasp away, the ache of a tense forehead, can i call it grief?, i can't do it, lost and delirious, mum and julian and jack and zoe asleep, subdued, like dad's etching's, worthless, cruel, procrastinating, newsies, can't do it, idiot, the raptor, a lack of emotional stability, throw it away, kiss me kiss me kiss me, plastic poem, foot directly under knee, unforgivable, like a foil in the meat of the thigh, a dream plays the sweet smudgy edges, apathetic, stupid

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de_paddestoel November 20 2006, 16:10:15 UTC

Yeah, with the big fluffy jacket.

Downloading Brokeback Mountain at the moment. Must be the only person in the world who hasn't seen it (but the short story is up on my lj, from months back. huh.)
Know that it will have me crying for hours.
Kind of can't wait.
This is bizarre.
Perhaps it's wanting something to act as a spark, to set you off, so that you can pour out everything inside?
Perhaps it's just a longing for something, anything to happen, to have an experience and live through something even if it isn't real and to create that experience in your own mind and to have it resonate with all of your other experiences.

rougevelvet November 20 2006, 16:22:41 UTC

Le gasp!! Well at least you'll finally see it. Just, try to go into it with not over the top expectations, ya know? I find that can really ruin a movie for me.

And *SNAP* on the pour everything out thing *points to comment below*

rougevelvet November 20 2006, 16:21:22 UTC

lol, I saw it and my eyes went directly to that before I had even read the sentence to spot it. Yay Placebobsession

Sweetness, I can DEFINITELY relate!!

Firstly to the movies part. Maybe it's just our way of getting the emotion out? It can be quite cathartic.

Secondly with pushing yourself so hard, but then at the same time being so stupidly slack. Insanity

dead_snow_white November 20 2006, 17:23:14 UTC

Placeeeeebo ^^

*squishes you* I love things that will make me cry. Properly cry. It's an amzing feeling sometimes. Very catharthic.

And you will be FINE.

I love you!

mizrychik62 November 21 2006, 03:01:17 UTC

I love eighties knitting magazines.

Me too :) Great stitches.

steppi November 21 2006, 09:23:56 UTC

Lost and Delirious, that is a truly beautiful movie. The music, the acting/ors, the plot, the sentiment... is beautiful. Beautiful. *hugs* Good cinematic taste-- and music taste, art taste, book taste-- good taste!! *grins* Good on you.

Hey, you sound like me. Art folios... ah. I want to have a big long lovely talk with yuo about art appreciation and wonder(fulness)...

Hey! I picked up the Bri & Stef, too-- love(r/ly) boys... ahhh. Fangirl love... mmm, Placebo-art, awesome. *thumbs up*

I hope it all goes okay. Art folios, art stuff... you plan on doing stuff next year/VCE? I did both, and hey, procrastination is okay if you learn. About yourself-- it's good to do stuff earlier, but I meant learn by spending the time "procrastinating" thinking. Thinking.

Art theory, Art, Studio Arts... awesome.

*love* My wishes with you.