In which there is Newsies, Lost and Delirious, and tears in the early morning

de_paddestoel Nov 21, 2006 01:46

I think I adore crying with movies.

Maybe I want to feel awful, cry myself to sleep.

Tomorrow I have to complete my art folio having done nothing valuable for the past semester, suddenly learn Alma del Core, convince Mum to give me a lift to Kate's because my exam finishes late, learn the french vocab for the entire year.



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lazy, weary, impossible, porcelain, camera, hopeless, the tight stretch of dried tears, particles of, spent all day studying at sumi's, the cure, touching grieving adoring and dancing, happy, scared, looking over my shoulder, help me please, paralysed, chin on my knee, un-self-disciplined, crying, almost a gasp away, the ache of a tense forehead, can i call it grief?, i can't do it, lost and delirious, mum and julian and jack and zoe asleep, subdued, like dad's etching's, worthless, cruel, procrastinating, newsies, can't do it, idiot, the raptor, a lack of emotional stability, throw it away, kiss me kiss me kiss me, plastic poem, foot directly under knee, unforgivable, like a foil in the meat of the thigh, a dream plays the sweet smudgy edges, apathetic, stupid