Put on hold for a little while

Well tonight was pretty good. I watched phantom of the operah with Cherie and that was great. I love that movie and Christine reminds me so much of Mel. Her voice in the movie is pretty darn close to how Mel sounds when she sings and that is something I miss so much. I want to go to the next show Mel does where she sings alone. I finally ( Read more... )

Slept most of the day. My therapy was good today and my mom and I got a lot of things worked out which is always nice. For the record I MISS KIMMY SCHIEBLE! I miss Mel's sister, she always fun to talk to and be around. Heck I miss Mel's whole family. It was really cool to get to see Danielle though because I haven't seen her for ages! I have ( Read more... )

I feel like such crap right now...It has been over 48 hours now without sleep and I shouldnt do this too my body. I feel exausted and about to just shut down. Dispite how I feel now, yesterday was one of the best days of my recent post crazy house life. Its been awhile since my last update. My psych took a vacation so, so did I ^_^. Yesterday ( Read more... )

Ok so my day has basically consisted of Gunbound, doing handstands and hand springs, setting up dinner with Kugler, and playing phone tag with Mel.  Pretty boring actually and if it weren't for the company of my dog I would have gone insane.  Im gonna go hit up some dinner at Red Robin with Paul tonight and then go play some GGXX#reload.  I hope to ( Read more... )

Well this is the close of my birthday. I called Cara but she was asleep so that sucked. I talked to Mel and I was really dismisive and I need to call and appologize for that. Everytime I talk to her it hurts, it truly does. I don't know what to do about that and I guess if anything I have learned that I don't know her as well as I thought I did ( Read more... )

Ok, scratch the plane tickets for today. Tommorow will have to be their day. Today I saw Batman Begins with my mom and I must say it was a decent movie. My mind was on other things though. I couldn't stop thinking about Mel and how different and distant she seems. She has her performance today. In all honesty had I not gotten online I doubt I ( Read more... )

It has been a long time since my last entry. My Psych told me too not worry about it and just to start again once everything returned to a more normal state. With the house selling I have had to go through a lot of stuff. It's kind of sad that when I was going through all of my toys...I didn't have any memories of any of them. Not even " ( Read more... )

Ok, it has been awhile since I posted on this thingie. A lot has happened so I will update on whats been going on. For one thing my sleep habits are all screwed up. Secondly forget how I will be updating my new setup for how I will be posting. I like it more freestyle, more unstructured, more me. I have been doing practicing for tekken 5 at ( Read more... )

Ok...So I am going to divide up my journal into three sections from now on. First will come "Gaming news" then "Physical" then "Other ( Read more... )