Requited [Jim and Bones]

[dctr_mccoy]

They'd spent the afternoon together in their shared bedroom, Jim and Spock and Leonard. Exploring bodies, exploring kinks. Leonard didn't know he could have such an intense sexual experience with his clothing on, but that's the only way he could describe watching Jim systematically apply the swats to Spock's muscular ass. Leonard directed, watching

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The afternoon had been intense, and far more intimate than he'd expected. Jim had enjoyed Bones' instruction as much as the sight of Spock laid out over the bed. But the most heady part of it for him had been after, when they were lying together in the bed. It wasn't something he'd typically focused on much in the past, but now... he was enjoying the quiet affection almost as much as the act itself.

He was still worried, but Jim was warm and relaxed when he saw Bones slip out of the bed, his mood a far cry from his earlier turmoil. Still, he slipped off the bed and let Bones lead him out to the living room. Jim had traded his jeans for a pair of old, well-worn sweats earlier, and he curled up next to Bones, the air out here cooler than in the bedroom. He leaned his head against Bones, his nose brushing Bones' cheek. "Not tired?" he asked, his voice soft.

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Comfortable and intimate, just laying their on the sofa. "I'm good," he said, meaning it. One hand reached out to stroke Jim's cheek, and though he didn't want to ruin the mood, Leonard knew it was time they talked, just the two of them. "I want to talk about your problem, Jim, and I'm sort of in a quandary here. I need your help."

Taking Jim's hand in his own, he felt their legs tangle together, and he rubbed his cold feet against Jim's warm ones, tugging the blanket over them. "As your doctor, I think we need to get to the bottom of this, and I would need to ask you some questions. But this, whatever it is we are right now, part of me thinks that you might want to get that sorted before you can really answer some of my questions. So tell me," he asked, brushing his lips against Jim's cheek. "You want me to be your boyfriend or your doctor first?"

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He was quiet for a moment while he tried to figure out what he wanted, but Jim squeezed Bones' hand. "I want both," he confessed, "because you're both to me. But I know that's not what you mean. Can we... can we talk about it like this at first? Just us? And then examine me, ask whatever you need to as my doctor."

Jim hesitated, then turned his head slightly, his lips pressing against the corner of Bones' mouth. "I guess we should figure us out first. I thought--I never thought you would want to be with me," he admitted, his eyes falling shut for a moment. "But apparently I was wrong."

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"So wrong," Leonard murmured before catching Jim's mouth with his own, the two men kissing with a tenderness that surprised him. It was quiet and warm, like water simmering just below boil, but every nerve in Leonard's body was on fire. "Whatever this is, I want it, I'll take it."

But what was it? Here's where things got complicated. "I know Spock and Nyota, they have each other, and they have other people. I guess that includes us now, or at least with Spock." His fingers found Jim's. "I know you like being with other people too, at least when we're planetside." Leonard didn't begrudge Jim his urges, he knew Jim didn't mess with crew while they were in space, so it was natural he'd let loose when he got the chance.

But this, what they were doing - it felt different. "You want something like that?"