Comments | dclawed2: Nightmares & A Brief Note On Bullying

dclawed2

Nightmares & A Brief Note On Bullying

Feb 06, 2012 00:43

I never want to go to sleep again.

(On the bright side, it's nice to realize that a lot of the bullying you endured growing up was because you essentially were smarter than said bullies and they felt humiliated by it and, because of that, lashed out at you. That's always a boost for your ego.)

i have mental problems, amandatory analysis, raw and vulnerable, i should hide under blankets, look up in the face of danger, mistakes i've made a few, pain is pain is pain, insight, dreams, i should hide underground, guilt, a girl speaking her truth, inner strength

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pecanjelly February 6 2012, 21:41:05 UTC

That's a good realization. I am slightly envious of it, beats being bullied for being the weird introspective girl.
Edit: Also I'm sorry that you can't sleep :(

dclawed2 February 8 2012, 18:28:45 UTC

Eh, they were probably just being shallow anyway. Introspection is great! :)

I am, too O_O Took two sleeping pills and two pankillers to sleep last night... and that was hours AFTER I went to bed.

pecanjelly February 9 2012, 00:18:07 UTC

Boo.
I had to take two sleeping pills the other night to get up early and they hardly did anything ;_; And isn't it dangerous to combine painkillers with sleeping pills?

dclawed2 February 9 2012, 17:02:28 UTC

I dunno, probably?