I really feel for you with your melancholy. I promise things will shape up. My father's departure was sudden and externally influenced, so there were sooo many emotions to deal with at the time. Looking back now, I'm immeasurably glad.
Yes, I feel the same way actually. I know that in future retrospect this would have been the best outcome from this marriage and I am more relaxed, but the big bang of happiness didn't actually occurr and this is beating me down a lot. getting divorced is taxing no matter how you view it.
Divorces ARE taxing. My parents' still is and it's 2.5 years after the separation. But my mother and I are so much happier, even if we are a lot poorer
It's still going? Thankfully after I spoke to him, my dad decided to do this voluntarily and it's still a major guilt trip. Although I still think it's teh best outcome. He has nothing in this world, literally. I wanna bang my head here and there.
I'm sorry that you feel so down about your dad leaving, but from what you've been saying, it's for the best. Things will get better soon, just hang in there. And I didn't get a chance to read the interview yet, but I will, promise. Good luck with NaNo, I know you'll do great!
It is and I thought it would never happen so the alternate reality with him gone was really sweet, however when it actually happens it's still stressful. Damn.
Anyways you are free not to read it. Free country and all. Take your time too. I will try to kick ass on NaNo! ;)
Thank you! It's a controversial time for how my emotions are wired and I am learning things about myself that I really wouldn't have and it's scary, because there is this me I never knew existed. I am not sure how to act anymore. When you have spent your whole life playing roles, you are bound to slip up and miss your lines.
And thanks! I am so thrilled to have done it. It was a very pleasent surprise from Kris!
Wonderful interview! I think you do make a great role model. *G* (((Hugs))) on the emptiness, but you better make sure to use this outpouring in a novel. That was some of the most beautiful writing I've seen in a long time--no ever.
the blog post was the best writing you ever saw? Oh dear, I must have achieved a new level of whining. It's literary already. ;) You made me laugh, although I know it wasn't your intention. I just want to hug you and hold you close you know. It was the best compliment ever. I am bookmarking this post for future references.
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Anyways you are free not to read it. Free country and all. Take your time too. I will try to kick ass on NaNo! ;)
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That was a great interview.
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And thanks! I am so thrilled to have done it. It was a very pleasent surprise from Kris!
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I know, I'm a strange one.
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