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[day_in_my_life7]

I wish i could love jon, i really do. He is the impitamy of what i have always wanted. But i cant love him. And its scary because this happens in every relationship i've ever been in. I just cant return their feelings. It's not that i dont like jon, cause i do. He makes me smile, and i miss him when he's not around. But the relationship will fall

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[lil_habbz_22]

rock on to me
i feel ya

[k2thetoe92]

i totalllllly feel you. i mean im JUST like that. i can never return the same feelings to a guy. i build up a huge brick wall and then expect them to take their macho man image and break it down to get to me, but most of them give up after i send them "mixed signals". but i found someone. yes jimmy. and for some reason the first night i kissed him i felt weak in my knees. and yes i went into it full throttle and never thought to look back. i got jealous of his ex girlfriend for calling every hour, and i got mad when he didnt call me every night. and i forgave him despite the fact that he doesnt want me and he wants to just have sex with someone every weekend. i did in fact tell him i did like him but i cant trust him and i base everything on trust. and im not going to lie for the past week ive been struggling trying to determine if i should just build up that brick wall because truthfully i cried and cried over him. but then i finally came to the conclusion, building up that brick wall will never allow me to feel the way i did